As per the ‘Vietnam’ War, I have vivid memories from my childhood of the controversy surrounding Pol Pot and the Khmer Rouge. I recall a sense that the world was turning a blind eye to an outrageous regime but I lacked an understanding of the situation.
Cambodia today is a mess in every sense of the world but now I appreciate the horrendous legacy of its very recent past I can see why. In the chaos caused by US bombing, Pol Pot and the Khmer Rouge were able to take control in the seventies. Their policy of communal country living involved destroying cities, killing profession urbanites, the most likely to be vocally opposed to the regime, governing by torture and fear, left the nation bereft of an infrastructure, minus trained educated people, and cities in ruins.
Even when the Khmer Rouge were overturned in 1979 the country struggled to get back on its feet. The intervention of the UN in 1993 brought aid, stability and some kind of order but this is a hard city to be visit. There is no transport, so I am at the mercy of tuk tuks desperate to make a buck (literally, Cambodian currency has no worth, you pay in dollars but get change in Cambodian money to use in markets/street stalls, very confusing).
The depths of poverty here echoes that of Delhi, beggars run alongside tuk tuks putting their hands through the barbed grills keeping people ‘safe’ –I am now sporting a gash in my leg thanks to the ‘protection’ system-the moment I leave the hotel I develop magnetic powers like a surreal Iron Man, immediately clad in hands pulling at my clothes, followed by tuk tuks shouting, if only I had a protective suit, but all I can do shout ‘Ah Tee’ (NO) and walk as fast as is possible given the traffic mania.
Visiting the Killing Fields site at Choeung El and the Genocide museum here in town has been vital for an empathy with Cambodia and Cambodians. There are over 300 killing fields in this country where thousands were buried in mass graves. It is a teeth chattering bone shaking one hour ride over rutted gravel tracks by tuk tuk but worth the bumping, the eye watering dust, the putrid smells from the rubbish filled drainage ditches and manure as the route winds through farming territory where oxen are king of the road.
The open field at journey’s end is bare, full of dust holes, dominated by a memorial tower. Yet what could have been a tourist trap is a land which echoes with the past. Visitors were few but everyone, regardless of age, ethnicity or nationality, walks around in silence (audio guides provided) often in tears.
Stopping to see the piles of clothes and bones still regularly washed up during the rains, the row of magnolia trees planted to mark the line of ditches where thousands perished, the rows of skulls carefully preserved within the Stupa, the thousands of prayer bracelets laid by worshippers over the years, walking the lake listening to Khmer music composed to mark this site, I too cried my eyes out.
The ‘magic’ tree which now offers shade from the blazing sun was used to play traditional music to drown out the victims screams (the Khmer Rouge chose this spot as it was already a Chinese burial site so they believed no one would realise what was happening) , the tree trunk by the women’s graves where children were battered to death before being thrown in after their mothers, the Sugar Palm where the sharp spikes were used to torture before execution, nature here has a dreadful history to tell. The simple signs which dot the fields plus the audio guide are enough to wring one out with emotion; a unifying stillness as visitors sit or stand in reflection and respect.
See pics of children’s clothes/skulls and the row of flowering trees behind which are ditches (graves) as far as the eye can see. Plus the simple towering Memorial Stupa housing hundreds of skulls, storey after storey.
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| Piles of bones & clothing |
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| Human Skulls |
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| Magnolia trees masking the burial grounds |
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| Memorial Stupa |
The S21 torture museum in the town is also a telling testament to the cruelty man can inflate on man.
The former high school was used by the Khmer Rouge to torture and execute. It has left/reconstructed as it was found in 1979 by the liberation army, the barbed wire sealing off the balconies so the prisoners could not commit suicide, the dark wooden cells, the grilled beds, the piles of bones and discarded clothing from those killed here.
During Pol Pots regime towns/cities were destroyed and thousands forced to the countryside to work in the rice fields. Today the state has made it compulsory to keep the archives of this time as a memorial to those who died and as a lesson for the future.
Yet given the chaos of Phnom Penh, the poverty, the dirt, the dust, the desperation, it may be generations yet before it is truly behind the Cambodian nation. I have only been able to cope here thanks to Martin, my son’s friend, and his fiancé Gemma who have provided me with invaluable company/local knowledge.
Yesterday they scooped me up on their scooters once they had finished work in the late afternoon, took me for a market run, negotiated a fair price for my purchases (below the knee shorts, it wasn’t that I brought the wrong clothes from England, it is that you can only buy the right clothes here!) sorted out my bus ticket for Siem Reap, found me a reliable tuk tuk driver for the Killing Fields trip today, shared supper with me and showed me the myriad diverse sides of the city from the (relative) safety of the motorbike pillion. Without their friendship it would be very hard to cope here. I have retreated to the sanctuary of the small hotel pool often not just to relax but also to escape the continual harassment, noise, dust, grime, smells….but equally this is a country where the present is still dealing with a past which is impossible to forget, a very unique place unlike anywhere else in Asia.